My name is Rowena

Thanks heaven you have found me! I know I am not your typical ideal girl, far from your dreamgirl I guess, but thank you very much that you had noticed me, take time to know the real side of me and not become embarrased and walked away. I had always been afraid to let  someone get too close on my comfort zone, but you weaken all my defenses and now I'm experiencing this foreign feeling  that they call LOVE. You know what I told to myself way back before I met you? ONCE I FOUND YOU I WILL NOT LET YOU GO, YOU'LL BE STUCK WITH ME AND I'LL BE STUCK WITH YOU. I hope I could keep this promise because I only want a single man throughout my life. I  wish to share an everlasting future with you, only you. And when we get to have a child? Children? I don't know... this stage I am afraid the most... will I be a good mother? The thought of carrying a ball makes me afraid thinking I might make our baby cry while he/she's in my tummy. Please Love don't ask for many kids...

Girl, you like my dress? Pity, no one can pull this off but me.  Say you want to be like me? Puh-lease, God showered me a gift that  no one can have unless you kill me.  You are like that because you let me; Make you feel a worthless coward, pity yourself for not being like me.  Only when you start to fight I will let you; Let you know that all along I had envied you.  But dear as the day went by, You grew weaker and weaker every time.  Haven't you already realized? You being weak is the only chance for me to  survived.  Even though I am like this.  At least I had tasted life it its full bliss.  You on the other hand can't even see,  The colors of life because you are caged and afraid of being free.  Oh dear my dear.  Stop being too kind and modest oh please.  Our world's full of surprises That only the bold and reckless lived their lives to the fullest.  ...